Close encounters

Looking back at that time , it almost turned into a small memory, I find it strange how things can be completely erased from your mind as if it never happend.

One thing this job thought me was to be positive and fin the good in most things and in people. I had so many clients that came in there broken in some way. Most of my clients where regulars. They ranged from young to old and most of my clients where very well educated men. One client in particular was pretty interesting, he would see me every day at one stage till I told him I couldn’t handle him every day for two hours as he was very demanding on me and draining.

See when you in that environment people don’t just take your time but your energy too. And he required so much of my energy that one day I decided to faint on the table, luckily he was a good guy. There was a strange connection we both felt, he felt like he wanted to protect me but at the same time he was drawn to me sensually like a magnet. And I started looking up to him to learn and understand the male mind.. This is where things get weird I guess .. as there is always a fine line. After about seven months of seeing me every week, I could feel him getting to close and I knew he was struggling inside with this. He stopped coming all together , to this day I don’t know what happened.

then a year later in my new life, I was walking trough a bookshop and we made eye contact. Mutual environment. We both smiled and kept on at what we where busy with.

There will always be that mutual understanding and respect. I learned that sometimes there is no answers to things and that people will come into your life for a season , its up to you to learn from them or close yourself off.